I wanted it harder and harder and could hear the slaps echo in the room until my orgasm totally overcame me to near fainting. The thing that amazed me is that it wasn't painful at all to me but rather a stinging feel instead. Even so I was intrigued by the fact that the sting felt so good that I actually began to look forward to it. When he began flogging my tits as well I had much the same enjoyment from it.
I never have thought of it as pain, only sting and I greatly differentiate the two. I have no idea at all why the sting of having my tits flogged or my cunt whipped is so erotic and enjoyable but I am convinced that many if not most of us can learn to love it.
Today I can have my cunt whipped extremely hard until it's not only very red but quite puffy as well. I love it and even the little soreness afterward reminds me of how good it was. Of course I do take a sitz bath in herb and sea salts to help with the sensitivity.
My favorite bondage position is Hogtied. It’s the ultimate bondage position to me – it’s the first one I ever saw, and perhaps thats why I love it so much. I have been trained by Master to the point where the soles of my feet touch the back of my head, and my hands are in a reverse prayer position. It’s as tight a hogtie as is physically possible, and it took a lpt of work to be able to do it. Months of slowly being cinched tighter and tighter. Now it’s like nothing and I stay in that position for hours on end, I sleep in that position sometimes – and to me it’s the most confining, most de-humanizing position, which is why I love it so much. I’m also very proud that I can do it. In terms of other stuff to do in BDSM…
I love floggers, clamps, pussy stretching, gagging and whipping.....
I am almost always in some kind of bondage, even now as I type this my wrists are bound together, and my legs are tied together kneeling indian style writing on the laptop on the floor (no desks for slaves!). Once I’m done with this I’ll likely have to get back to be tied up in bed. Being tied up is always very strict and stretches my body to it’s limits and no limb is ever free,. All that being said, I do read on the internet quite a bit. Stories, blogs etc.... I masturbate a lot while browsing and blogging...
I like what I don’t like – does that make sense? Basically, the more pain I feel the more I dislike something I’m forced to do, the more I love it. I am so submissive that it’s not each specific fetish that fills me with lust or joy, it’s the being forced to do it part that keeps me where I am....
The idea of being used, totally and completely, may not be physically pleasurable, but it sure can be a real kind of mental and emotional pleasure,because The power of submission can be found only in the heart of one who gives her love to another freely knowing what joy and pain will come from it....
Grace Soumisa
